girl-aflame's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fetid I'm sorry I scared everyone. I'm not really going to kill myself. I didn't even consider it seriously. It was just weird, to have the gun there in my hands and know that I could. But I can't, it just shoots BBs. If I get another letter addressed to me, filled with internet smiley faces and started out with "Hi...", and calling me stupid names to make up for the fact that I am no one's princess anymore, and without kisses and only hugs when they are dragged out of him with an icepick, I swear to God I am going to smash something. I hate this. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this (and I'm beginning to hate you.) 7:31 p.m. - Saturday, Jun. 28, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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